B Loud

Life is very misunderstood
You think of something
They think of something else
Your thoughts never intercede
Thoughts just spilt you apart!
Do you allow others to look into what you are thinking?
You never do!!!
You assume that they know…
You assume that they understand
But do they??
You should speak to be heard,
You should listen to understand,
But listening is not gonna help you here
You need to speak!
You need to be loud!
You need to love!
You need to let the loved one know they are loved…
Silence may speak a thousand words
But it does not speak when it is most needed
You need to speak! You need to be heard!
So speak up to let your loved one know
This might be the only chance you get
They may leave thinking of your silence as a ‘No’
But they should know that you meant a ‘Yes’
Go speak, Be heard,
Be bold about your feelings
Because even if rejected
You need not feel like a coward
Who never knew what their loved one thought…

Healing

Time has passed and Years have gone by…
But the scar you left in my heart never did Die!
It GREW, and it ate up my whole self
Until I was no more and there was only the Scar.
The Scar was all there was, I had no place to go
It Engulfed me. Put thoughts in my head,
It made me think of all sorts of things about Me
I was never there only the Scar.
It hurt, Oh so Terribly!!!
Everyday passed by with me being cramped in a Corner
In that space which I was trying to protect from the Scar,
I cried, I fought, for Nothing!
For every time I come out
There it was! Looking at me,
As a beast ready to pounce on its prey.
I was no more and there was only the Scar.
Until one day, When My Creator made me Realise
All it took for the scar to leave its throne,
Was FORGIVENESS! Forgiveness!
The VERY WORD brought Hatred into my heart
I did not want to Forgive!
I wanted to KILL that Scar by killing the cause of the Scar
But My Creator was patient;
He waited...
Waited, until His creation quietened........
Then PEACE settled, amidst the torment
The Czar of my body fled, I was still;
So still...I was in CONTROL!!!
I was given the option to decide:
To love and live,
To Love again.
My creator, My Friend,
Me He Freed from the torment
I did NOT have to run!
I did NOT have to hide!
There was just Me and My Creator
There was peace taking over me...
It Engulfed me. It took over!
But I was in CONTROL with my Creator by my side.

Father

Love of a father is better than all others
Love of a father does not expect any other
A word of concern, a look of anxiety
A walk of pride to be my father is all that takes
To cure a heart of any pain.

A father is always there
A father always has solutions to all problems of life
A father will never explain his thoughts
He will carry through what he needs to do
He will never wait on you but will forever wait for you

A father has pride that can never be compared
He will never listen to his child
“I know what is best” he will say
And alas he is always right!!!
He will never explain why his child has to do things this way
But will expect the child to obey without a word
Not because he is arrogant
Because He believes that his child will always obey him immediately
He just forgets sometimes
That he too was a child
A child who never listened to his father
Just like me…